I totally get you I tried to give my account away or I was going to delete nothings the same anymore people got what they wanted. I've felt uncomfortable speaking in lives for such a long time that I pretty much stopped, we have all been tarred by other people's standards yet we each individually have different opinions and are allowed to feel how we feel. I'm so sorry you feel this way and I hope what ever is going on settles soon for you
please pop back every now and again to let us know how you are. All the best