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Hey luvs, not a very positive update from me I’m afraid. Please only click if you want to know, it’s a vibe killer but there is hope at the end 🩵 TW mentions of MH/SH.

After my assessment the other day, the secondary MH team are discharging me back to primary care and offloading my support onto local charities, like Mind etc. It’s very disheartening because it took so much for me to ask for more support. Without going into specifics and trauma dumping, I haven’t been coping well and was in crisis recently.

My Husband is furious and already mentally composing letters to our local MP and NHS complaints, it’s how he copes with such medical let downs that we’ve faced before 💔

When they discharged me several years ago, I self injured very severely, I felt so helpless and hopeless. I’ve taken a diazepam and doing all I can to remain in recovery, so I can reach three years clean at the end of October 🥹

I’m struggling very hard to see a silver lining about all this but I don’t think I’ll see it for some time. Perhaps this is the path I must take, to pull myself from these waters. I’m set to start University part time next February and everything is lined up ready.

I’m a very strong resilient woman and I don’t stay down easily. I’m more determined than ever to use these wretched crippling life experiences and help others, in turn helping myself ❤️‍🩹
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I also reached out to the crisis team at the start of the year after something similar happened to me. Just yesterday I started some talking therapy with a counsellor. It was so hard discussing stuff, I get scared of admitting how I really feel as I don’t want the consequences to happen to my abuser or end up getting sectioned as a result of being high risk.

Please don’t question why I don’t want consequences to them. It’s complex
 

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That’s s.

I also reached out to the crisis team at the start of the year after something similar happened to me. Just yesterday I started some talking therapy with a counsellor. It was so hard discussing stuff, I get scared of admitting how I really feel as I don’t want the consequences to happen to my abuser or end up getting sectioned as a result of being high risk.

Please don’t question why I don’t want consequences to them. It’s complex
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So sorry to hear you've been let down by your MH team. Could your husband contact PALS. Unfortunately there is so many people with MH that they seem to have a 'there is worse on our books' attitude. I had to fight so hard to even get a crisis appointment. I'm lucky to have a psychiatrist. All I can suggest is PALS or get a second opinion (if they do that) your adorable Mrs D and I hope things get better very soon for you x
Thank you for the kind words Marshy luv, that’s really helpful too and I’ll let him know 🩵 I agree and empathise greatly 😞 Mentally ill people and those struggling with their mental health, often aren’t able to advocate for themselves properly. Unfortunately, this is what we need to do with the current state of NHS mental health support - leaving so many suffering in silence 💔
 
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I am so very sorry to hear this, I really am, its so disheartening when you reach out and ask for extra help, only to be brushed aside and not heard,
I don’t you know very well, but I feel you come across as extremely caring lady and the fact you are still thinking of helping others and in turn helping yourself shows me a little silver lining, I wish you all the very best and with your new venture too, and I also hope your husband continues with the letters to the nhs and and local mps, sending you love and a big hug xx
Thank you darling, you’re so very kind to say all that 🥹 I have to recognise where I’m lucky also, that I do have someone to advocate for me and a fierce best friend too. Focusing on what I’m grateful for, might just help me through this 🩵
 

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Hey luvs, not a very positive update from me I’m afraid. Please only click if you want to know, it’s a vibe killer but there is hope at the end 🩵 TW mentions of MH/SH.

After my assessment the other day, the secondary MH team are discharging me back to primary care and offloading my support onto local charities, like Mind etc. It’s very disheartening because it took so much for me to ask for more support. Without going into specifics and trauma dumping, I haven’t been coping well and was in crisis recently.

My Husband is furious and already mentally composing letters to our local MP and NHS complaints, it’s how he copes with such medical let downs that we’ve faced before 💔

When they discharged me several years ago, I self injured very severely, I felt so helpless and hopeless. I’ve taken a diazepam and doing all I can to remain in recovery, so I can reach three years clean at the end of October 🥹

I’m struggling very hard to see a silver lining about all this but I don’t think I’ll see it for some time. Perhaps this is the path I must take, to pull myself from these waters. I’m set to start University part time next February and everything is lined up ready.

I’m a very strong resilient woman and I don’t stay down easily. I’m more determined than ever to use these wretched crippling life experiences and help others, in turn helping myself ❤️‍🩹

Oh that is awful 😞 but remember you’re not alone 🥰 I went to my therapy 2 weeks ago, at local women’s centre for women who experienced DV, for it to come to an immediate end. No funding 😢 place is amazing and at risk of closing, all groups, 1-1 therapy etc gone. Turns out local GPs refer in, draw down funding for MH patients, then keep all the money, don’t send in to the place actually doing the work. I’m lucky, I’m in a position I can carry on seeing my therapist and pay privately to do so, not everyone can do that! It’s a very under privileged area it’s based in sadly. I’m so angry, I’ve got local councillors and MP involved.
 

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Hey luvs, not a very positive update from me I’m afraid. Please only click if you want to know, it’s a vibe killer but there is hope at the end 🩵 TW mentions of MH/SH.

After my assessment the other day, the secondary MH team are discharging me back to primary care and offloading my support onto local charities, like Mind etc. It’s very disheartening because it took so much for me to ask for more support. Without going into specifics and trauma dumping, I haven’t been coping well and was in crisis recently.

My Husband is furious and already mentally composing letters to our local MP and NHS complaints, it’s how he copes with such medical let downs that we’ve faced before 💔

When they discharged me several years ago, I self injured very severely, I felt so helpless and hopeless. I’ve taken a diazepam and doing all I can to remain in recovery, so I can reach three years clean at the end of October 🥹

I’m struggling very hard to see a silver lining about all this but I don’t think I’ll see it for some time. Perhaps this is the path I must take, to pull myself from these waters. I’m set to start University part time next February and everything is lined up ready.

I’m a very strong resilient woman and I don’t stay down easily. I’m more determined than ever to use these wretched crippling life experiences and help others, in turn helping myself ❤️‍🩹
Silver lining.

NHS service have divested so much, that some charities/3rd sector have got really good over the last few years.
 
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That’s s.

I also reached out to the crisis team at the start of the year after something similar happened to me. Just yesterday I started some talking therapy with a counsellor. It was so hard discussing stuff, I get scared of admitting how I really feel as I don’t want the consequences to happen to my abuser or end up getting sectioned as a result of being high risk.

Please don’t question why I don’t want consequences to them. It’s complex
No judgement from me, at all 🫂 I’m so sorry you’ve experienced such loss of hope too. That’s great news about therapy but it can be a double edged sword too, I completely get it luv.

Perhaps try having an open chat with them about your care plan. For example, should you say/exhibit a certain statement/action, they may want to escalate your support (this being their boundary for your care). If you also communicate and create your boundaries, you can speak more freely and get more out of this therapy ❤️‍🩹

Hoping I’m making sense, I’m foggy due to the meds 😩🩵