Delusive angie @delusive_angie10

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Angela just said "Cabin in the Woods" was rubbish.

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Why’s this Levi acting like he’s doing a public service when he’s cam2’ing people? 🤣 I’ve never really watched it but I saw that him and Georgia have fallen out, very high school drama.

To me, I’m guessing keisha has been the driving force behind the fallout. I don’t know much about keisha apart from the fact that she was dating that old man and now seems to be dating this Levi.
Is it the same keisha?
 
You’re all so bloody wonderful 🥹 thank you so much darling, for such an inspiring message 🩵 I have passed on the PALs recommendation from you luvs, to my Husband and hopefully they can help 🤞🏼

That’s great news about your GP luv, it can make such a difference! Mine is useless and very over populated, not a reliable avenue at all. If only I could change mental health teams 💀

It’s strange how we don’t see our own growth but can see it in others - it’s making me look back and try to see it for myself ❤️‍🩹
Trust me changing GP will be the best thing you could possibly do and it does open up other avenues for different mental health teams, I was under one district but since changing I'm under another and they've been amazing I've not actually been seen yet but they call and send a letter every few weeks just to check in and say that I'm still on the list for therapy and the waiting times are getting shorter 🤞🏻. Honestly I see it you've shown us all that wonderful voice of yours even took that confidence to the app to show even more strangers I see such a change in many people, ok how their confidence grows. You'll get there and when you do your going to be so so proud of you, because always remember it's not them who fix us it's us ourselves we put in the hard work ❤️‍🩹. I was recommended some books by the mh team I can find the letter and tell you them if you think that would help in anyway 🩵
 
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I do hope you're able to get someone to listen. I gave up on seeking help after trying a few times and being told, basically, that it's my fault and if I just changed everything about myself then I'd be ok. The last one I saw told me I should try to dress differently, then maybe I'd be happier. I pointed out how if I dressed differently then I would be uncomfortable, thus unhappier, but she didn't agree.

The good ones are great, but the bad ones are fing s. My fingers, toes and any other body part I can contort in such a manner are crossed for you to receive the help you so bravely sought out. fing bastard fs. I hope they stub their toes every single night until it's just a broken, disfigured stump.
I’m so angry for you, you were treated so poorly and tantamount to medical neglect 😒 please know they absolutely couldn’t be more wrong in their advice. I’ve had a s psychiatrist before and I had to realise not everyone in authority is there for good intentions - sadly even those looking after the vulnerable. It causes lasting damage, not just to our psyche but to how we act/react with future support and that is bloody unforgivable 🙅🏻‍♀️

It was never your fault, ever. I know it’ll take time and healing to realise that but take it from another damaged soul that knows this authoritative betrayal - they were wrong.

Thank you for sharing and being so kind my darling, do their toes for life 💥
 
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I've gotta go back to work now 😢 sharing your update is a huge achievement so please have a moment to take that in....
You're preparing for being a reflective practitioner already 🤗🥰
Thank you my luv 😍 your final sentence gave me goosebumps, I truly hope so one day.

Imagine me as a therapist…

are you mad at me 🥺

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Hey luvs, not a very positive update from me I’m afraid. Please only click if you want to know, it’s a vibe killer but there is hope at the end 🩵 TW mentions of MH/SH.

After my assessment the other day, the secondary MH team are discharging me back to primary care and offloading my support onto local charities, like Mind etc. It’s very disheartening because it took so much for me to ask for more support. Without going into specifics and trauma dumping, I haven’t been coping well and was in crisis recently.

My Husband is furious and already mentally composing letters to our local MP and NHS complaints, it’s how he copes with such medical let downs that we’ve faced before 💔

When they discharged me several years ago, I self injured very severely, I felt so helpless and hopeless. I’ve taken a diazepam and doing all I can to remain in recovery, so I can reach three years clean at the end of October 🥹

I’m struggling very hard to see a silver lining about all this but I don’t think I’ll see it for some time. Perhaps this is the path I must take, to pull myself from these waters. I’m set to start University part time next February and everything is lined up ready.

I’m a very strong resilient woman and I don’t stay down easily. I’m more determined than ever to use these wretched crippling life experiences and help others, in turn helping myself ❤️‍🩹
I’m so sorry you are going through this Mrs D, the fact you had to relive some awful memories for them to shut the door on you (almost) is absolutely diabolical 🤬 I do t blame your husband for contacting the local MP either. Maybe if the government stopped spending money on themselves and put it into our MH services people could get the help they desperately need. Looking forward to your celebration at end of October, you will do it and many more years to come 🩷
 
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Oirish claiming Chloe getting blocked when she used to join Leona's live proves she's PLM is 🤣. b, you blocked everyone.

"They've got a purple heart! Block them!"
"They disagreed with me once! Block them!"
"They go in *new ex-friend*'s live! Block them!"
"They have a photo of their child in their profile picture! Block them!"
"I don't like their name! Block them!"
"I've heard they breathe to stay alive! Block them!"
"They exist! Block them!"
 
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Trust me changing GP will be the best thing you could possibly do and it does open up other avenues for different mental health teams, I was under one district but since changing I'm under another and they've been amazing I've not actually been seen yet but they call and send a letter every few weeks just to check in and say that I'm still on the list for therapy and the waiting times are getting shorter 🤞🏻. Honestly I see it you've shown us all that wonderful voice of yours even took that confidence to the app to show even more strangers I see such a change in many people, ok how their confidence grows. You'll get there and when you do your going to be so so proud of you, because always remember it's not them who fix us it's us ourselves we put in the hard work ❤️‍🩹. I was recommended some books by the mh team I can find the letter and tell you them if you think that would help in anyway 🩵
They sound wonderful, ahh I’m so happy for you 🥲 you hear so many horror stories of GP surgeries, it’s refreshing to hear about one being so positive 🩵 very wise words too luv, it really is ourselves putting in that work ❤️‍🩹

I’m always down for book recommendations, thank you luv 🙏🏼 no rush at all though 🥰
 
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On another, kinda similar, note - please be aware that when creating AI it can give out a bit of a triggering image if you're trying to create an angry/upset theme. I did one and it had a coloured substance upon "my" hands and I was like "ohhh, s! I didn't realise Designer did that.". I didn't put anything in the prompts to specifically put that in the image.

Hope I've been abstract enough to not upset, but clear enough for you to know. 🤣🤷‍♂️
 
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I’m so sorry you are going through this Mrs D, the fact you had to relive some awful memories for them to shut the door on you (almost) is absolutely diabolical 🤬 I do t blame your husband for contacting the local MP either. Maybe if the government stopped spending money in the and out MH services people could get the help they desperately need. Looking forward to your celebration at end of October, you will do it and many more years to come 🩷
You’ve put that exactly how it hit me luv. So many of us lay out our traumas and vulnerabilities to the right people and to have the door metaphorically shut, robs us not just of hope but of ever opening up or reaching out again 💔

Thank you luv, I’m focusing on that to keep me on track. I haven’t allowed myself to celebrate any milestones. However this one - it’s a party 🥹
 

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I'm just listening to Oirish Kelly b and moan. Blaming everyone else for her Christmas being ruined because now her (adult) kids and sister won't be coming to visit for Christmas as she's gotta go back to terr-apee now & her sister watched some of the bullshit & has gotten upset over it, too. Also now calling her "Irish Kelly" is discrimination, despite the fact that she refers to herself as "Irish Kelly". And it's just ranty ranty whiney bullshit. Yes, a sty sty thing happened to you and it should never have been mocked, yes some sty sty things have been said, but dragging it on and on isn't going to hurt anyone but you, Oirish. You're biting your nose to spite your face, f'real. It's only October 3rd - you could still make Christmas happen if you'd let go of the fing hate & focus on the healing. fing playing mental illness top trumps online. Get a life.
Her old name on tiktok was literally IRISH KELLY that is why it stuck 🤣🤣🤣🤣 shes a fing idiot.