because they are ugly and stupid, and a hoard of ugly stupid people goading you is upsetting.Don't want to be a downer but just need someone to talk to me sensible. Earlier when I was in pearls and they were goading me to get in the box, I had to leave cause it got too much for me, I'm like getting my meds reduced to go on a new one so everything is like magnified. I'm having a wee drink cause I haven't been sleeping much. But the way they were getting on earlier on has really got to me, shouting oh come on get in the box etc. This isn't me why am I upset normally s like this is water off a ducks back to me.
like hungry swine undead.
and you're stressed. tell them to get in a box if they try it again, they'll be too busy being pretend-aghast while you exit the live/get blocked.
the fact they were all trying to get you to join just means they were affected, absolutely
(i hope you get some quality sleep soon)