That’s not exactly what I meant - I mean I can’t understand why she says it all, where it comes from? Like it is so terrible I just don’t even know what on earth it is.its so bad it seems to be a mental deficit?
this isn't me excusing her, but I see reasons how/why she's developed this way. So Eq would've been seen as an effeminate male at first (i'm presuming), she would've been different from her early-age peers, but then later on she would've been treated as a gay boy in the 90s(00s?) section 28 was still in effect until relatively recently. She then, after experiencing that stigma, would've experienced transphobia in every arena of life from people. Add this to someone who was cruelly treated, both physically and emotionally, by their mother at a young age = EQ. The insults, the disgust, the vulgarity - she's been treated this way a long time and something in her just went 'Well you treat me as a disgusting, vulgar creature who acts subhuman so I'll give it to you'. I think it's the reason the specifically gay/mtf trans creators and people in general can be so quick, sharp, and cutting. They learned from everyone else.
(I'm not saying it's fine how she acts, but I can understand why/how it came to be)