Don't want to be a downer but just need someone to talk to me sensible. Earlier when I was in pearls and they were goading me to get in the box, I had to leave cause it got too much for me, I'm like getting my meds re9duced to go on a new one so everything is like magnified. I'm having a wee drink cause I haven't been sleeping much. But the way they were getting on earlier on has really got to me, shouting oh come on get in the box etc. This isn't me why am I upset normally s like this is water off a ducks back to me.