I made a mistake yesterday entering those boxes. I was naive and didn’t expect to get pounced on by several people at the same time because Red can’t handle a 1 on 1, somewhat challenging conversation. TopGirl is quite frankly insufferable to converse with because she thinks one liners and quips are a way to discuss matters and my brain short circuited trying to even understand her.
The more I look back on the questions thrown at me, the more pissed I get. Why do creators think they can expect anyone who makes videos, to cover all the topics - all the time? The whataboutism is pathetic and one of the most basic distraction techniques.
It’s also a huge trigger when people demand POC speak on racism. It’s completely devoid of any thought or feeling as to what related trauma that person may have been through.
I got completely thrown and freaked out when I got out of the box and needed to take a diazepam and just calm the do down. I feared I’d made a complete fool of myself and felt really humiliated. I had to disengage for my own sanity.
To then have a rumour spreading that I could possibly be Miss Pineapple - ridiculous. I’m not even going to entertain that inane attempt at getting me to show myself to prove otherwise. Those that matter to me (here and my wee TikTok community), know it’s bollocks and that’s all I care about.
I refused to be intimated into taking the video down and I’ve woken up even more resolute in that feeling, this morning. I may even work on a clap back video
- Mrs D 🩵