Sevda, most who watch your videos have long noticed you are cruel to your husband. It’s evident Sedat has low intelligence, low learning ability. You monopolise on that to your advantage. You treat him like he’s your last thought and you know he won’t react. This is the lowest of the lowest in showing any kind of respect, care or interest towards him. It’s abundantly clear you put Ela before him on everything. You jump to all her ‘requests’ and ‘wants’ and Sedat only receives meals or plans that he likes if they just happen to fit and fall inline with what you and Ela have already decided.
You may be frustrated at Sedat with his low learning/mental abilities, his lack of social and conversational skills and his ability to be a family man, but I’ll tell you now..NO strong man with a great personality/humour/great social skills/intelligence and great communication skills would last 5 mins with you. They’d send you flying to the curb with your sheer selfishness, your bitterness, your disgusting hygiene & eating habits, your constant need for praise and validation and all your other narcissistic traits and lack of intelligence. You & Sedat need to think what you both want - whether or not you want to continue as a couple or go your separate ways. To stay together in the type of relationship you have right now, will spell disaster. Things will only get worse. You need help as a person Sevda as your social media stint is drawing closer and closer to an end. Mentally, you will need help in facing a real world, without your fantasy life of feeling and acting like you are famous. Then if you & Sedat do stay together, you both need to see someone for relationship therapy….IF Sedat believes you are willing to change. I’m not sure you are.
Think about the way you are. Do better. For yourself, not just for the sake of others. You’d be a happier & more contented person.