What I’d like to know is why is she such a liar? Has she always been this way? The people she’s hurt and been nasty to is unreal, she’s always calling people P’s but was in a PLM group, she went through someone’s bins I mean who does that? She always neglected her children when she was live and her house was a total mess when she moved out
Okay what would you like me to address first? Who have I called a P barring love day and others where there is actually evidence of crimes and convictions? Cause I'd like to be shown where I've falsely said that. Because other than Johnny I haven't. Now I said he was because I was told and they told me he was the same person who did things. When in actual fact they were mixing him with a WRONGUN and gaslighting me that he was that person too. So he's the only person I've called a convicted P without hard proof and I was wrong.
Plm I'm not part of. Kat kazzis all them lot they fight and argue it's not who I am. It's who I was forced to be yes. As I had to defend myself or so I thought.
I don't need to defend myself on the internet to fandoms who think they know me by assuming.
On my worst of days yes indeed I use a wheelchair. On my best of days I am ok but in pain.
As for the neglect of my children that's absolutely comical. My children are far from neglected. Infact my parenting is way beyond any thresholds for neglect as I live and breathe and fight my pain each day to give my kids the best of everything.
The claiming to be a victim of me. Every single "friend" I had during my relationship with mazz I was saying how I felt crazy like she was trolling me and they all agreed I was mental she loved me.
Then the messages from Sam's group chat came out about my eldest and I ended it there and then. I told maz to get help get better and be the woman she was when I fell in love with her.
I excused her sty behaviour of posting images of me asleep in group chats, pushing me to feel alone and isolated.. she openly admitted to Kelly she didn't want me to have friends. Yet I'm the issue here.
When I was saying I know it's mazz trolling me and s stirring causing fall outs I was laughed at
But look everything I have ever said to anyone has come true.
That's why I fed maz some things to see what would come back. And yesterday a little cherry pie fed to her came back from a troll account. Proving to myself I was right all along.
I've seen her do it to Zac and Zara she forgets I have all our conversations and red and Sharron and Manda and Michelle and Anyone else that dare be kind.
See victim mentally comes from that side not mine. My past has made me the strong woman I am today. To withstand all this bullshit smear campaign online.
I'm no victim and I certainly don't want anyone's pity.
I want you to shut the hell up about me. And let me and my children live our lives.
I see this online bullshit for what it is.
Just like professionals do. If I was half as bad as is made out id of had my kids removed months ago. I call social on myself to get their help and support. And they have seen the barrage of calls over a few counties now and see this for exactly what it is.
I can guarantee I'm one of very few parents that have given express permission for social workers to visit in school, turn up at home at any time they like as I've nothing to hide. The support pack put in place doesn't involve working with me or my children it has me in therapy to deal with the biggest fear I ever had, and the mass campaign to make that happen.
You are all pawns in a sick and twisted game. But I'm not the one at the table playing.
Others who have lived through it see it too.
Now kindly unless you live in my shoes, my body my head shut the do up and leave me alone.
I'm living my best life. And nobody denying my abuse, my history my disability is going to hurt me.
Because I was there I know what happened and untill I get justice I won't be showing my hands to a bunch of keyboard warriors.
I think that's it all. Anyway
Back to my coffee and breakfast making. Today it's breakfast bagels anyone want one?
If you can't be kind then please be quiet. Behind the screen is a real human with real feelings going through real s.
Don't be the one to pull someone apart when they need pulling together.
You all pull people apart too easy and it's dangers as hell.
Even after all done I've not posted all of the messages that show maz to be lying about her parents abuse to her, lying about what she went through, lying about how reality actually was and is.
Last time I shared messages to prove my innocence I was outed again even though I was right then. Like I'm right now.
Difference is this time I know I'm not being head pecked by people close to me I'm being supported and loved and growing from it. So my fears are not even there anymore. These words don't hurt me because I know the truth of it all.
I'm far from angelic and never profess to be. I always own my s. Even when I've been fearful too.
So kindly again. Unless you know the full story don't bother trying to be part of the problem be part of the solution
Much love
A x
I respect that wish you all the best on your new thread hope you all get the answers you need 
oh just to let you know unstable Mable was one victim who came forward about fact freak to feisty 
when countless people come forward about someone we should now all ignore them as we would get a bad reputation for standing up for women 
