There’s some I still kinda speak to/mutuals with you know and say hello and stuffdid You fall out with all 28 discord members? That’s a lot of people??
I think you should find a twitch or youtube streamer to chat too. Some of the nicest people on there if your into gaming or something?
The group sort of dissected in the end (started from the Harley days pls don’t judge me on that) I honestly can’t remember how many were in there at the start but it was a lot please don’t quote me on the number
You had all sorts of people in there and it just dropped in numbers. Usually because someone was a t. One of the people with #fishwives saying they left the group because of me for example - they were making out they needed a kidney transplant and ended up being a dangerous person so we all just didn’t talk to her again when she left voluntarily
I caused problems but so did everyone else and I apologised to one of them that I was fully out of order with and she apologised to me too.
So many people in there with different ages, different personalities, i didn’t go in screaming and angry at someone because i was triggered and relapsed and it all blew up from there because i didn’t give the energy wanted or expected.
On a real level i think im addicted to chaos and drama because im stupid enough to think i can fix everything. Because I can’t fix myself
Yeah I worked in video game retail for years and kinda lost my love for it. And then a year ago my mobility was too much for work. That doesn’t sound like a bad idea. Do you have any good suggestions?
Would appreciate any if you did