Lou when you read here really take notice of this!!!
Think of every single person who has disagreed with you, said you were wrong and called you out for your bad behaviour and those you've called liars, trolls, stalkers, obsessed etc. That amount of people cannot be wrong. You are the common factor here. You are in the wrong. People have proven again and again that you lie over and over going back years. Stop with the pity party, no one will ever believe you again cause your years of taking advantage of people have caught up with you. If you want to be a decent human with any chance of making a real friend in your life start by being honest with people. Stop saying you're clean because you're off class As. You are still a user when you take drugs that are not prescribed for you. If you don't collect it in a pharmacy then you are still a drug addict. Stop begging, lying, being self involved and trying to get money out of people. Go get a job, help yourself and stop crying that you don't know how. You've had more help on the NHS than most of the population but you've chosen to abuse it. Stop claiming you are going to self harm. You are stealing valuable resources from people who genuinely want and need help. You are selfish