Hello, I wanted to come in here and say I wasn't apologising to you ALL in Claire's live, so most of you who don't accept the apology, are the ones I wasn't apologising to in the 1st place.
I was apologising to the ones who were indifferent to me, or didn't know who i was. I shouldn't have bunched you together as a collective.
To those of you who have spoken about me in here...it must be lovely to be so perfect. You can say that I came after you, but I'm sorry, that is not true. I never spoke about any of you. I never blocked you from any lives I was mod in. The only time i mention you, is when you talk about me in here! So saying that it is me that comes for you is BS. Why is there a need to comment where I am, or who's box I am in? There is none. I have a right to ask you what your problem is if you have mentioned me! I'm not going to sit and say nothing.
Yeah; when I first joined the app a lot of s happened and I was not in a good way at all. (No excuse), but getting in with the wrong people and getting myself into situations I didn't need to be in, was completely on me.
That doesn't give certain people in here the right to just say loads of s about me (some true and some absolutely not true), and then blame me for reacting to it.
You mock me for talking about my friend, but that is the reason why I personally hate anon online forums. She was the subject of 2 other online fourms and it was fing awful seeing what she went through off the back of what was said about her.
As much as you hate some things I did over a year ago, I came back on and kept myself to myself. I did crystal lives with my small group of friends. But certain people here still felt the need to bring my name up. Knowing that I sadly am the kind of person who cares what people say.
I wish I could change how I am. I am trying.
Anyway. You're just going to mock this message anyway and carry on mentioning my name despite me not being on TikTok...I will not be reading any of it. If you want to keep living in the past then that is up to you. But I am moving on.
P.s - i do like the anthem ... you are welcome
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