Delusive angie @delusive_angie10

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I was married to someone who was a 'pillar of the community' and who did way more awful things to me, physically and emotionally, than I care to remember- not that I will ever forget.
The comments and general attitude shown by Zac on that post have sickened me. And I'm sure a lot of others share his attitude!
I tried to speak out when I found the courage to leave but was disbelieved by a lot of people because all looked rosy from the outside and his good reputation and manipulative ways were way stronger than I was after years of oppression.

My heart goes out to all you survivors. Seeing s like that is so distressing/triggering... I honestly don't have the words right now 😭

@Patty B I'm so sorry you had to witness something terrible this evening ☹️ if there's anywhere you should feel safe, it's home xx
 
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⚠️Trigger Warning re: the Alisha Forez post ⚠️


(Sorry I don't know how to blur things out)



I was married to someone who was a 'pillar of the community' and who did way more awful things to me, physically and emotionally, than I care to remember- not that I will ever forget.
The comments and general attitude shown by Zac on that post have sickened me. And I'm sure a lot of others share his attitude!
I tried to speak out when I found the courage to leave but was disbelieved by a lot of people because all looked rosy from the outside and his good reputation and manipulative ways were way stronger than I was after years of oppression.

My heart goes out to all you survivors. Seeing s like that is so distressing/triggering... I honestly don't have the words right now 😭

@Patty B I'm so sorry you had to witness something terrible this evening ☹️ if there's anywhere you should feel safe, it's home xx
Oh luv 😔 thank God you’re away from that monster. To have to go through all that torment and then not be believed, what a living nightmare.

I know we don’t know-know each other but knowing your profession and all you’ve been through, I just know you’ve helped so many 🥹

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Oh luv 😔 thank God you’re away from that monster. To have to go through all that torment and then not be believed, what a living nightmare.

I know we don’t know-know each other but knowing your profession and all you’ve been through, I just know you’ve helped so many 🥹

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Thank you @Mrs Doubtfire 👵🏼 🥰🥹🤗
I was ousted by a lot in the community for it but I'm the one who is free x

I think it makes me more passionate about doing what I do in my work.
I had trauma therapy 5 years after leaving him which helped a lot. Initially I moved 50 miles away to get away but it wasn't enough so moved 150 instead and that has been equally as helpful as the therapy 🥰
 

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⚠️Trigger Warning re: the Alisha Forez post ⚠️


(Sorry I don't know how to blur things out)



I was married to someone who was a 'pillar of the community' and who did way more awful things to me, physically and emotionally, than I care to remember- not that I will ever forget.
The comments and general attitude shown by Zac on that post have sickened me. And I'm sure a lot of others share his attitude!
I tried to speak out when I found the courage to leave but was disbelieved by a lot of people because all looked rosy from the outside and his good reputation and manipulative ways were way stronger than I was after years of oppression.

My heart goes out to all you survivors. Seeing s like that is so distressing/triggering... I honestly don't have the words right now 😭

@Patty B I'm so sorry you had to witness something terrible this evening ☹️ if there's anywhere you should feel safe, it's home xx
Thankyou ❤️ I’m so glad you got away. We are all survivors and should be proud of how far we have came xx
 
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Thank you @Mrs Doubtfire 👵🏼 🥰🥹🤗
I was ousted by a lot in the community for it but I'm the one who is free x

I think it makes me more passionate about doing what I do in my work.
I had trauma therapy 5 years after leaving him which helped a lot. Initially I moved 50 miles away to get away but it wasn't enough so moved 150 instead and that has been equally as helpful as the therapy 🥰
What a sty community 😒 tale as old as time sadly… a powerful man hiding a victim and no one believes them, until he creates just enough victims.

I can’t imagine the peace of mind of being so far from his reach 🫂 I’m so glad that therapy worked for you. I’m next seeing my psych for a home visit in just over a month and want to talk about trying TT again*.

That reminds me of something that makes me somewhat laugh on reflection and I know you’ll get it… my psychiatrist once telling me I was too traumatised for trauma (EDMR) therapy 💀 At the time, I didn’t understand but looking back - it does somewhat make sense. It’s just so ridiculously ironic 😭
 
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@Mrs Doubtfire 👵🏼 is virgo jake's account gone (i was being nosey after remembering his name being mentioned in the remi drama i couldn't keep yup with)
It’s been deactivated luv 😬 It’s a bit of a sensitive subject, after some back and forth between groups the past couple of days and needing to protect his MH ❤️‍🩹
 
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What a sty community 😒 tale as old as time sadly… a powerful man hiding a victim and no one believes them, until he creates just enough victims.

I can’t imagine the peace of mind of being so far from his reach 🫂 I’m so glad that therapy worked for you. I’m next seeing my psych for a home visit in just over a month and want to talk about trying TT again*.

That reminds me of something that makes me somewhat laugh on reflection and I know you’ll get it… my psychiatrist once telling me I was too traumatised for trauma (EDMR) therapy 💀 At the time, I didn’t understand but looking back - it does somewhat make sense. It’s just so ridiculously ironic 😭
I can totally see the irony!
TT can be really helpful but I'm a firm believer on that being based on a positive relationship with the therapist. I wanted to say a therapist you can 'gel with' but that phrase makes me cringe 😂
I struck lucky with mine.... she had a right potty mouth too which helped! Some may think that unprofessional but it worked for me. Do let us know how you get on with your visit 🥰