Because it was put to me that there were receipts and from what I saw people were requesting and asking to join and being ignored till you let lou go, which wasn't the point as people wanted to talk to lou. I'm sure many of us were waiting for the live to gain some substance before joining due to not wanting to pander to lou but where the narrative was controlled, it seemed impossible and then it was all over. So many people in the comments commenting, most likely expecting the host to read and ask questions as one does while hosting a live but it didn't happen. I voiced my opinion and its got your back up cos the live was waft, don't turn it around to be about your trauma, it wasn't. We all have trauma. It was about the s live. Case closed.