This was me... it still knocks me sick! I don't think I'll ever forget how I felt that day! I still to this day couldn't even tell you the route I drove which terrifies me!
I've only just recently stumbled across lou again maybe a month ago at the most on tiktok (I blocked her on everything else that day) and I will be completely honest my heart is telling me to reach out to her and try to make her see sense but my heads telling me not to... I'm in a real battle between my head and my heart! Selfishly I wish I hadn't found her again!
I've not seen anything about her life since that day so when I seen this thread mentioned last week on one of her lives I've been reading through (only about her 40 pages to go
) and I do genuinely feel sad that this is what her life has become!