I really think that "currygate" (thanks to the member who coined that one) has tipped her over the edge. She didn't expect to get so many responses advising her to do this, do that or do the other in an attempt to help her to make it better as she believed that she'd created an authentic curry dish. She even mistakenly went so far as filming and posting how she'd made it thus proving that it was simply chicken cooked in a concoction of other ingredients and spices.
She was so proud that she'd cooked the so-called curry. mooed when eating it as it was so good when the educated knew that it wasn't good. Pride comes before a fall, Sevda, and you fell at the first hurdle with that one. Maybe it's time for you to take down that video, put it behind you because the longer it stays , the more people are going to know for sure that you are not a good cook and to never follow that recipe as it wasn't a recipe for a curry of any description and possibly any other recipe you post as doubt will have set in.
Accept well-meaning advice, those who give it aren't twolls, they're trying to help you but if they're not kissing your arse they get ignored or worse, blocked.
It's about time that you realised that many who you block, willy nilly, were amongst the ones who supported you to the level that you now find yourself in with the 1.8M followers. You should be thanking them and not stabbing them in the back which is something you do on a very regular basis and then wonder where the hate pages come from. Look no further than yourself, Sevda, take a good look in the mirror.