It must be tiring being that twisted and bitter. She gets do all sleep then has to try and go live early if someone she hates is live. Always fighting the world. She really has a miserable existence.
The difference in her face over the last 2 years is very telling.
First thing on my mind when my eyes open is the coffee machine not hitting the live button , she really is so twisted and bitter , but she's too dumb to see it herself