I dont watch her all that much, becauseI just struggle with it so much and i dont know a lot about her past.....I've had two people close to be me lose everything from addiction. Both I tried to help for years and years, but just never worked. They were so deep in the addiction you couldn't help. In the end I had to walk away from both. But so many people do fight and stay clean for years. My type or personality is to help people and to give so many chances. one min I watch her and really want to believe she can overcome it and turn her life around like so many people do then the other half of me just can't see it happening because of what happened to the two people I know..its like a constant tug of war of emotions following her. I don't want to sit there slating her, because if I heard people say what they do about her, about one of my loved ones who had addiction i would of gone mad, because i still loved them and sometimes I still saw the kind loving person, So I would be a hypocrite laying into her, but then I understand why people feel the way they do, Specially after what addicts say and do.