And I'm up and have a roast on for me and my daughter and cleaning the house while it cooks. Night shifts are so sore on your body exhausted but love my job! Anyhoo I'm just excited to have dinner get a bath and chill out. It's the little things. I hope everyone's having a good day, I hope works not been to bad for those at work, I hope those struggling find some peace soon, its really not easy losing someone you love so much and hard to see a way forward but one day at a time as cliche as that sound I'm delighted for anyone who is gaining encouragement in this group of beautiful bridge dwellers. I find everyone here so encouraging and so lovely when people are struggling or need a little boost. Little changes can help us so much but don't feel under pressure either, I'm still struggling to get my disordered eating under control (intrusive thoughts to just not eat) but I'm forcing myself. I won't allow anything like that to influence my daughter which is what drove me to get better in the first place years ago. Anyhooooo sorry for the essay lol