Hey everyone
Hope you’re all ok and I needed the break as I was really getting carried away and got myself in trouble with what I wrote here dragging people into stuff they didn’t need to be involved with
Had a lot going on in life recently with nearly losing someone very close to me a few weeks ago and they are still here thank god and they have palliative care seeing them daily to keep on top of the pain
Cancer for the 4th time in their lifetime is not fair and why does it have to happen to the good people. Told in February they have metastases in lungs and bones and time isn’t on their side and my children are really struggling with the thought of losing this person they have had their whole life
Yes they are adults but their ASD and ADHD makes it much harder for them to digest and accept what is going to happen.
I got so consumed in trying to get karma to hurry up which was very silly as I’ve waited yrs so I can wait a little longer.
Got my MRI scan this week too which my consultant wasn’t messing around when he said urgent. Nerves have already kicked in and gp is sending a script for some meds to calm me down for it.
I’ve also been coming of pr3gab with reduced doses (gp knows) and it’s just sent my head scatty the last two weeks. I’m 9 weeks in doing this and only 7 more to go to completely come off it. Not going to lie it’s been a struggle as been on them since 2008 or 2010 as was on gaba first so it’s been a long time. Spent some time at the weekend meditating, doing some crafting as currently making a witchy spell book and also well needed self care.
I’ve been here since the early days and have connected with a lot of you and have missed you all.
I hope we can move forward and if you want me off this thread I totally get it.
I seriously can’t catch up on the pages if anyone can update me if anything has happened or it’s still SSDD (same
different day)