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Alicia

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Been at the hospital all day facing something I've put off for a while (I have had 15mg of diazpham for said appointment which I've only ever had once before so if this comes out all wrong I'm sorry) and yesterday didn't feel great so didn't speak to anyone, I think I've caught up I'm not being accused of being in that group again I've been blocked by so many from here in the last few days it's actually made me sad, I'd never ever associate with those people I don't watch their lives, interact or get involved I've never caused harm or conflict on people I've always tried to be kind (I think) but this for me just puts me in the position I was a few days ago I'm deleting my cc account it makes me feel ill being accused of being a wrong un. I came here to simply air opinions like everyone else. People wanted this I'm not strong right now but those of you who are please prove everyone wrong 🥺. You've all been lovely minis the fs on ignore. Keep safe and well all 🥰
 

CLAs Fish Pie

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Well I have officially been discharged, I'm absolutely over the moon very rarely will anyone see me cry (I'm an ugly crier-proper ugly) but I'm so pleased I was wearing waterproof mascara because i was a complete mess, I was already given the all-clear in December but after today I can now get back to the person I used to be without having that uncertainty of it returning.

Apart from a couple of members on here I've kept my diagnosis to myself mainly because my way of dealing with things is by not dwelling on them plus I'm no good at receiving sympathy, I get by mainly by using humour and I'd much rather someone tell me to put my glad rags on because we are hitting the tiles than them sitting holding my hand crying -I really don't like people being sad.

I know tensions have been high on here lately but regardless of what's going on I just like to take this opportunity to say, I beg each and everyone of you to please get yourself checked especially if you're concerned about something, don't be a fool by putting it off because cancer doesn't wait around for anyone and it doesn't discriminate, I spent most of my life thinking I was invincible and it proved me wrong.

I'm one of the lucky ones and sadly a beautiful family member wasn't, we carry the brca gene. (i dont want to say which relative because i know how sick and cruel some people on the app can be) I don't want to ram my advice down people's throats all I'm asking is please don't take your life for granted because it's way too precious.

I don't want to scare people either because I was extremely fortunate to still be able do the things I enjoyed and i lived a relatively normal life even when i was undergoing treatment and numerous surgeries, I'm not saying it's easy by any means but there's so many people who don't attend their cancer screenings out of fear, has my life changed? Absolutely, but cancer didn't and doesn't define me, in fact it's made me stronger and even though I had a cracking pair of tits before my diagnosis, I have an incredible pair now. (○)(○)

Don't think you're invincible guys because trust me life has it's ways of humbling you.

Rant over you may now all get back to what you were doing.

Celebrations pending until the weekend and thank you to everyone for your lovely messages i appreciate them all. 🤎🤎🤎
Thanks Thank You GIF by Rory
Absofuckinglutely wonderful news!!! And great advice! 🍾 🥂 🥳 🎉
 

Medusa

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Been at the hospital all day facing something I've put off for a while (I have had 15mg of diazpham for said appointment which I've only ever had once before so if this comes out all wrong I'm sorry) and yesterday didn't feel great so didn't speak to anyone, I think I've caught up I'm not being accused of being in that group again I've been blocked by so many from here in the last few days it's actually made me sad, I'd never ever associate with those people I don't watch their lives, interact or get involved I've never caused harm or conflict on people I've always tried to be kind (I think) but this for me just puts me in the position I was a few days ago I'm deleting my cc account it makes me feel ill being accused of being a wrong un. I came here to simply air opinions like everyone else. People wanted this I'm not strong right now but those of you who are please prove everyone wrong 🥺. You've all been lovely minis the fs on ignore. Keep safe and well all 🥰
Ah Charlie it's clear that you have other things going on off the app, please be kind to yourself and when you're ready please come back.

No one believes you are part of that group but I understand why you feel the way you do, you have to have a thick skin to be on here so over time I hope you start learning not to care about what irrelevant people say or think.

You will be missed and I wish you all the best. 🤎♥️🤎
 
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Been at the hospital all day facing something I've put off for a while (I have had 15mg of diazpham for said appointment which I've only ever had once before so if this comes out all wrong I'm sorry) and yesterday didn't feel great so didn't speak to anyone, I think I've caught up I'm not being accused of being in that group again I've been blocked by so many from here in the last few days it's actually made me sad, I'd never ever associate with those people I don't watch their lives, interact or get involved I've never caused harm or conflict on people I've always tried to be kind (I think) but this for me just puts me in the position I was a few days ago I'm deleting my cc account it makes me feel ill being accused of being a wrong un. I came here to simply air opinions like everyone else. People wanted this I'm not strong right now but those of you who are please prove everyone wrong 🥺. You've all been lovely minis the fs on ignore. Keep safe and well all 🥰
Please consider just taking a break, if you don’t come back - we’ll understand. Deleting in a heightened moment, might lead to regret. I want you to do what’s best for your mental health though ultimately 🩵 I’m so sorry for what you’re struggling with at the moment luv, you don’t deserve all that’s been thrown at you 🫂

Coming here is supposed to be our playground but it’s not very fun right now 🥹
 

MMM

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I haven't caught up on posts after this one, but a lotta lotta lot of people tried to do something when they were very active and being were freely being absolutely vile. They've been reported to the police as individuals and as a group, tiktok have been contacted, accounts have been blocked, awarenesses were held constantly, they were shunned all ways possible. It did nothing. The only thing that ever made them chill out and do off was they got bored of it themselves.

I'm not saying don't try, I'm just saying it's not as easy as we think it should be to get pure wrong uns off the internet.
Thank you my love and I get that, it's just crazy to me that's it's not that easy!!!

These people existing in the same world as my kid just gives me the fear as it Is , and I tbh they probably will just shut it again but I have to try xx