Snap even the thought of losing my kids makes me ill, or the thought of me dying and leaving them! The day I became a mom my life changed and they became my priority, ive never had social services involved but the thought of them being in my life makes me want to cry, i would be a mess without my kids but you could guarantee if they told me to walk across hot coles for my kids I would, I would be camped at the solicitors and social until I had my kids back I wouldn't just give up or sign adoption papers that is final the end 18 years or till the child choices to see you! And to be honest would you want to met lou of you were her adopted child!! I would hope by the time alfie is 18 she has cleaned herself up but not had more kids as can you imagine what it would feel like for him he was put into care because she chose drugs and his dad over him, but had more kids she was allowed to keep! Can't see her ever being allowed to keep kids again but you know what I mean
My worst fear is my kids needing me and not being there for them