She begged for those tickets for self importance. To make herself feel like she’s someone, holds stature. Wasn’t about going, was about proving herself someone worthy or highly thought of that people would give her free stuff. It’s all self gratifications.
She is trying to show the big I am.
Also as a side dish she is revelling in people hating that she has because getting one up is all she cares about.
Staph needs to be feeling like she’s winning, not just looking.
She wasnt going because she has Taylor but now she’s been gifted she’s going. That was a lie cause she’s still doing Taylor, was a false reason to why she hasn’t purchased. ‘Seriously regretting it’. Tickets are still available to purchase, what’s to regret? Lies.
She just wanted to prove to everyone watching, she could.
She’s desperate for attention, adoration, to be thought of highly.
She believes in karma, the reason she can’t get and won’t ever get a good man, is because of how she’s treated men in the past. This is her karma. Seen as the s she is.