Morning everyone,
I know some of you don’t have to believe me but I have just spoke to my police contact and for the last time.
She said she passed the info to the case officer Aimee has and that’s all she will do. She’s said its not her department or responsibility and because I don’t work for them anymore it was stupid of her to give me her number and if I ring her with anymore info ref Aimee then I will get in to serious trouble.
She wasn’t having a go at me but said she was not going to risk her job she has worked her ass off for the last 10yrs and she understands the frustration I have and advised me to just drop it now.
All I was doing was trying to call Aimee out for lies and because it’s personal for me I’ve gone too far and even risked someone’s career which was absolutely wrong for me too.
My emotions have been high the last week and I know it has been noticed and I have addressed it.
I’m going to take a break from here for a few days and log out. My ASD is making me too fixated on this and I should have just left it at the report I’ve put in. It also causes me to take everything written to heart and that is on me nobody else and I’m not good at waiting for outcomes which I need to understand things take time with investigations no matter who it’s reported too.
Sending lots of virtual hugs and love to you all but for now I’m signing out