Brilliant it makes sense like this
I yes I was house bound etc couldn’t open my shop couldn’t walk slept on the sofa for over a year, going upstairs couldn’t breath and panic attacks struck, I was in a very bad place my legs and feet was fatter then an elephant legs, it felt like my skin was tearing of, was on medication coming out my ears severely over weight lost the will to live
So I believed everything thought I had a close friend you know what thought brings
Had my op had to be wheelchair around the airport etc
Had blood thinners antibiotics etc and within a week well less then a week my legs reduced in size
The op was 25th March well past Reds night out
It only know I have become mobile do the gym walk push myself further everyday
I would also say my car was sorn of the road for over a year as well
When I found out about the knife thing Ellie did a live so I decided I would come clean to who I am as I have nothing to hide
If I had done this why would I do that
I stayed away from CC and kept away from people, the only reason I have come clean as why should I keep getting dragged through it and
@I love eating crayons for just been my friend
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I can’t say thank you enough to people who have listened and been concerned