My father was out my life at age 6, what my mother done would make the hardest of people cry but I let him back in and he proved to me that I never should have bothered. I do try not to punish myself, I suffered significant childhood trauma, didn’t help me in adulthood as I accepted that as acceptable behaviour until I broke a few years ago now, I’m so glad I’m still here today as I nearly wasn’t, a few times but it’s let me see there is good people in the world and I do deserve the love and care I have now, I’m loved and looked after in ways I could never of believed
Yesterday just took me by surprise, I never thought he would of been there but he knew I’d be there, they’re both so evil, they’re the ones who have nothing and no one around them, there is no way they’re happy in life xx